Today I found out she had an abortion.
I would have taken that baby, if she would have let me.
I can't help but wonder what I could have done better, or said differently.
I'm so sad for her, for what I fear may lie ahead, for her other child, who will never know that brother or sister, and also very, very sad for that little life I saw inside her, gone now.
Some days this medicine thing is not fun.